i want to cos.
i want a shoot.
i really want to cos.
i wasted money.
i suck at making things.
i want to do something myself.
i want to do something for others.
i joined the YEC at the East CC.
SOY was [insert no comment here]
i am never attending cosplay events if i'm not cosing.
i saw my photo at central.
i still think my legs are fat.
i think diana's photos should face the open, not the wall.
i gloated over my pic.
i laughed like shit over Team Kimchi.
Team Kimchi is super moe, in chara, and epic.
I admire their ability to improvise on the spot.
i exchanged clothes with my cousin today.
my younger cousin and my sis look like twins from the back.
we have matching hairstyles and looks.
my laptop batt is dying.
my cousin is peggy's classmate of four years!
she knows jesuke.
i am trying to help her enter the cosplay community.
i broke my rule about not wanting to drag people into cosplay.
i ate alot today.
i am still not happy.
my sin is not envy.
my sin is greed.
my sister wants to get married first.
i have to wait for her to get married before i do?!
i want to shoot.
i am starting to doubt my lavi cos.
i think lavi's a mistake?
i suppose jasdebi is a better cos than lavi.
yellow is my lucky colour this year.
i am still waiting desperately for Sekaiichi Hatsukoi updates.
i thank diana for introducing that series.
i can't wait for nkg.
i sort of always can't wait for new stuff.
i have to wait two months for lavi shoot.
i dunno how to make edible blood.
i want to make the shoot as morbid and emo as possible.
i want to cos.
i don't want to cos.
i want to cos.
i don't want to cos.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
i need to start on my portfolio.
i am sick of working.
i am sick of the internet.
dressmaking course starts on 22feb.
i want my violin asap.
please don't let anyone buy my violin.
i am short.
still waiting for hair to grow.
i am supposed to play chocolatier.
i am suddenly bored of chocolatier.
happy birthday demyx!
happy birthday ah boy!
happy early early birthday teito!
yes, cue cards, i dunno why she's so surprised.
yes i think the turtle's veh veh cute too!
i need yaoi.
i doubt my cosplay ability.
i think i should just quit soon.
it sucks being mediocre.
it sucks being below average.
i have not learnt to appreciate the things i have.
i have not learnt to appreciate myself.
i think i love myself more when i am myself than when i am in cosplay.
although i used to think otherwise.
i am supposed to be sleeping.
i should not have typed this post.
i broke my new year resolution.
i am not supposed to emo on my blog.
i don't know why this turned out to be an emotional post.
it was supposed to be random.
now i don't feel like sleeping.
i think i shall spam music.
Every Heart sounds much nicer in korean than in jap.
i want to do noah allen.
maybe i don't want to do noah allen.
i need to control my expenditure.
i am sick of working.
i don't want to go back there to work.
i really thank the aunty for all she has done for me.
but i am really sian of that place.
i am sick of the internet.
i am bored.
i miss school.
i don't want to get back my results.
i am afraid of failing and doing worse.
or better still. staying the same.
abracadabra parody.
i hate having to run-two-side (direct translate to chinese pls)
i hate jumping ships.
i do not know how to salvage it.
i think it's sort of unsalvageable.
if i leave it alone and shut up will you think i am non-commital?
i owe dem $1 for drink.
i owe yukino $7 for food.
my nkg cos is $150 and i paid $10 deposit.
i despise the cosplay community sometimes.
i am never solo cosing in public ever again.
my batt is really dying.
