I need a life.
life is so stagnant and so boring that i have nth to blog about.
if i continue typing in this rectangular box it will all be the sake of filling this white space up with black text.
no real purpose.
i think my emotion meter is screwed.
either that or i've not been taking in enough sugar lately.
i'm not *consciously* upset,
no i'm not.
but it shows on my face, when i don't feel it.
i've had two ppl asking me why i look sad when i'm not.
or maybe i am subconsciously and unconsciously but i'm unaware of it.
i duno.
how can i be upset and not know it?
...ah. right. escapism is my forte.
or maybe i miss being upset about smth.
lame lol, imho,
how can anyone miss being emotional?
clearly, my subconscious is a willing example.
i've cried more than i should and ought to when watching nodame.
i swear.
it took so much effort not to just start bawling in btw faith and ris.
from the start till the end at every other scene i just kept crying and crying.
happy scene also cry
reunion scene also cry
emo scene also cry
PIANO PLAYING ALSO CRY
LOL.
*headdesks*
neh mind. i thought i would be emotionally balanced after that.
NOT.
i ALMOST teared reading anita blake series.
ANITA BLAKE!!!!
WTF?!
okay altho i DO like some parts and some aspects of the novel i DO NOT THINK IT'S SMTH WORTH CRYING OVER
GODDDDD.
someone pls fix my meter!
I'M GETTING EMO OVER VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVES.
AND WERELEOPARDS.
AND SPEAKING OF WERELEOPARDS, LEAVE JASON ALONE OMG ANITA LEAVE JASON THE BLOODY HELL ALONE.
YOU HAVE SIX FRIGGING LOVERS.
YOU DO NOT NEED THE SEVENTH.
LEAVE JASON ALONE YOU ASJFHA;KLHGAKL;HAKLHGAKLGHALKHAO
....
yeah where was i?
oh right.
CARDCAPTOR SAKURA.
I TEARED OVER THE LAST VOLUME
OAO
SERIOUSLY.
*facepalms*
okay either i havent been reading sad and emo stuff for a VERYYYYYY long time
or my subconscious thinks i'm way too happy for my own good.
*throws hands up in air*
i'm not *emo* emo as in
i won't get emotional if i'm lectured
or snapped at
or etc etc etc emo
it just comes from the movies and books.
luckily inception was filled with suspense and the sorcerer's stone was too much of a disneyed show to make me cry LOL.
INCEPTIONNNNN 8D
ARTHURRRRR 8D
IVANNNNNN 8D
WOOOOOOOO \o/
/spins around
sorcerer's stone was not bad.
not smth you'd watch if you're looking for a plot.
effects are okay.
but it's really like a kid's disneytale kinda movie.
like percy jackson. yeah.
kay i wanna go out watch Ai liao.
EH DON'T LAUGH 8D
IT'S NICE 8D
oh btw winter, if you're reading this, which i know you won't anyway,
I CAN'T DO HEINE FOR GOD'S SAKE D8
and i'm sorry,
as much as i like sakurai,
i think his charas are overrated.
zzz.
... perhaps i'd like heine more if his seiyuu WASNT sakurai.
i duno. heine's too..cliche for me orz
WHY HEINE
HE'S SO DAMN FAIR.
WINTER YOU NEED SPECS D8
OR YOU CAN SPONSOR ME GO WHITEN MYSELF D8
on a happier note,
FOR FINAL BURNING THIS SAT!
and hakuouki after that!
oh god my hakama--
orz
so many things to do and yet---
yeah.
i shall go watch tv. :D
