i know i said i don't have any expectations,
and i really don't,
but i am just a little,
a little, little, little,
disappointed and possibly maybe a little little,
upset and not used to the feeling of not blowing the candles off a birthday cake this year.
no burning candles to look at
no flames to blow
no song to sing
no photos to take
no cake to serve
well, i did say i didn't mind and i really don't want to trouble my parents for something as trivial as a birthday cake,
and anyway, it is already over.
it's only twenty, no big deal.
i am the meanest person to myself.
ah well, i shall get myself a new planner, and wait for kino discount to finally use my voucher. altho i still have no idea on what to get...
and yes dad, you still owe me a trip to singtel.
