Holding yukimura in my hand as i walk, i somehow like the feeling of the random decorations hanging on it. To feel the weight of them swinging as i walk. That it's more than just a phone. I'm not exactly sure of the reason why though.
For once, i like studying. Even if i might be stressed. Even if i don't understand some parts. Even if i'm studying alone. Because it's something that's constant. Never changing. No matter what happens, i'll always have studies to fall back on. How do i put this...
Human relationships are dynamic. We change so often, in so many complex ways, and we affect every little event that takes place around us. One simple choice made, one single thought that enters our mind, will influence everything else. Stuff like self fulfilling prophecy? And expectations. The new, exciting and unexpected versus the old, familiar and stable. Impressions and relationships change-- with a message or a call, perhaps? Or maybe a meetup. A trainride. A journey taken together.
But books, and facts--they never, and seldom, change. Maslow's model will forever have 5 hierarchies no matter how many times you have to say goodbye. You'll always need to place assets on the left side of the balance sheet no matter how you try to fit yourself into the crowd. Z is always x-u divided by o even if you hate societal changes. Regardless of what happens in life, how things change too fast or too slow for my liking, i'll always have studies to fall back on.
Okay, now that i'm back home, i should probably stop my musings and get back to being intimate with stats. I need that distinction.
