heartaches are physically possible.
i find it very puzzling how i can angst and feel extremely hurt one moment, and be the one cursing you for making me feel this way,
to the one who's apparently making you feel the same way.
and i don't know why it's directed at me.
if it's any of you,
i don't care if i'm on the losing end.
i will swear,
and curse,
and blame the whole wide world
but ultimately what i wish is for you to start talking to me again.
hahaha.
how did things turn out this way?
i'm starting to think it's because i'm the paranoid one.
i am the one who doesn't trust the importance of my own standing in your lives.
